Exhaustion.

I hate those people outside my window and on my room. They bang and bang like they're trying to puncture my soul.

Ew.

They wake me and I need sleep.

The life of a student isn't a pretty one.

Or one can easily drive oneself insane.

Insanity is just the brink of sanity and so I am on this brink.

It's impossible to rid myself of this not-so-stranger I keep thinking of. I can't purge my thoughts of him. He's like ink that can't be blotted out. Or some sort of contaminant that's taking over. Basically it's like choking on chemicals and I don't even know where it's from.

I'm stupid. But then again, we all are. I've fallen off the brink of normalcy long ago anyway, might as well fall of this other brink.

I just don't want to turn into an idiot and hide in my corner of the world and rot with moldy thoughts of a stranger who doesn't know of my existence.

Following movies that will be played every year:

Nov. 5th - V for Vendetta

Dec. 25th - Love Actually

Any other suggestions?

NA: 10/31 = 49/187 = 26.2% done

VIL: 12/42 = 115/496 = 23% done

Will keep posting. I need something to keep me reading and... not stop. Accountability, yes. It helps I think.

That's just... sad. Oh well, there will be better times as Alfun says.

The wedding was beautiful. I bawled my eyes out... the day after. Which is so weird.

V is coming up... I can't wait. It's my 5th time watching it and the 4th year of this tradition of doing in on Nov. 5th.

Guy Fawkes... revolution. Rile it up! :)

someone please shoot me in the head or the lack of sleep will drive me to insanity.

i hate this.

I watched my past walk away last night. I was so glad I didn't have to say goodbye. It didn't even notice me.

I lie in bed and nothingness flows over me... nothingness... not even sleep. It's really painful sometimes, trying to unthink. Sleep is precious.

song: [e]pik high
tvb: 宮心計
dorama: Majo Saiban
twdrama: My Queen 敗犬女王
kdrama: Take Care of Young Miss 아가씨를 부탁해
anime: fma:brohood
reading: wuthering heights
website: postsecret.com
headache: ling assig,clst test


oct. 03 - ams club's conf
oct. 04 - ams club's conf
oct. 04 - csa lounge night
oct. 07 - ling assig due
oct. 07 - iff meeting
oct. 08 - clst test
oct. 08 - tdot
oct. 11 - dress fitting
oct. 13 - grants app due
oct. 13 - chat! referendum
oct. 15 - kb's bday
oct. 15 - IFF
oct. 22 - clst test
oct. 27 - BEd final meeting
oct. 29 - tdot wedding prep
oct. 31 - C+G'S WEDDING :D