Just cut it all up, all my limbs.
I'll regrow, no scarring.
And I'll be forever young. Keeping my tail.
I wish to express gratitude for what and who I have.
You didn't live up to my expectations either, so in that way we are balanced and equal.
It's time to just play that Frozen song for myself. I feel like I haven't grown at all.
Maybe I am cold - but I am blaming you. I know it's not your fault, but I have no one else to blame.
Just two things, lately.
"Stop acting so small. You are the universe in ecstatic motion." - Rumi
CONFETTI -
Always been loud in a quiet way
I always feel alone in a crowded place
I always wanna stay, wanna go
Wanna stay, wanna go
I don't know, I don't know
I get sad on my birthday
I wanna talk back in the worst way
I always wanna stay, wanna go
Wanna stay, wanna go
I don't know what to say
I wanna throw it all away
... look out for yourself
and err on the side of kindness rather than whatever she thinks
we're all quite flawed
through those glassy eyes, pretense of dancing hips
they wish there were something warm
think too long, think too much; the goodbyes might get too real
I don't like the music, so I'm leaving.
Side note: stand strong in your conviction as to who you are. An exercise in self-belief.
You're acting kike a worm again.
only seeks what it lacks
I'd much rather be an R than a T.
That warm spirit.
This woman did not say, “I feel so unhappy” in so many words, but something like a silent current of misery an inch wide flowed over the surface of her body. When I lay next to her my body was enveloped in her current, which mingled with my own harsher current of gloom like a “withered leaf settling to rest on the stones at the bottom of a pool.” I had freed myself from fear and uneasiness.
Osamu Dazai
Running away from loneliness but wanting it at the same time