talking of Michaelangelo.
Monday, September 24, 2007
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// 12:24 am
Sometimes, I wish I could rip my eyes out and not see how people look at me.
Sometimes, I wish I could be deaf except for the sounds of beauty, of righteousness.
Sometimes, I wish I could cut my tongue so I would not say the things I do.
Sometimes, I wish I could take my heart out while it's still moving and put it somewhere where I can keep it pure and let no one hurt it, time and time again.
Oh Lord, my God. Teach me how to turn my eyes upon you and nothing else.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
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catharsis II // 9:53 am
You'll never know that this is where I hide.
You'll never know because you'll never care enough to find it.
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catharsis // 9:05 am
為什麼你的每一句我都銘記於心的?
我對你的承諾大小我都會記住, 那你呢?
你是甚麼都不記得. 你的甚麼甚麼我都不希罕, 我只是要一點尊重, 一點尊嚴.
難道, 你給我那麼簡單的東西都不行嗎?
為什麼在其他人的眼裏我只是someone who wants something in return?
但是你聽我說, 我不需要你. 你不是我的誰. 我甚麼都不想要.
Just leave me and my heart alone. Okay?
我不是一個你會重視的人...但是為甚麼我還是想在你的身邊呢?
我在發什麼瘋.快讀書吧.
你不配我這樣想你.你真的不配.
希望你可以愛,也可以被愛.
請你不好再要我想你,請你不要在我的腦袋,我的心裏出現.
請你給我一個晚上, 是不在想你的進睡.
我真的是思覺失調.
Friday, September 21, 2007
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// 9:38 am
I feel restless, fragmented.
Balance is the key.
Don't give me that look.
It hurts. I'm not talking about YOU I'm talking about YOU.
But you'll never know I'm silently holding a revolution against you.
Sometimes I just need to walk away and calm down.
That's what I will do. Yes. Indeed.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
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fatigued // 4:08 am
Sick as a dog, but diligent as a bee.
Some quotes from ages ago... a movie I watched -
Garden State:
"I don't know, it was the only thing I ever liked doing... pretending to be someone else.""If you can't laugh at yourself, life's gonna seem a whole lot longer than you like.""...guardian of the infinite abyss..."Ellipsis.
I'm missing... something.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
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// 1:44 am
I'm sort of trying to create some kind of chaos in my life.
I suppose this, is love.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
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// 12:47 am
Turning away was inevitable.
Now I'm just disappointed.
What is this folly I'm putting myself through.
What is this idiocy.
I must now forgive myself for letting my imagination run wild.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
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...because // 10:07 am
Living is love.
I want to say to you readers that... please, chase after things that are not temporary.
Even things that
seem to be strong,
seem to be good
seem to last
are fragile and absolute folly.
I want to thank people in this blogpost.
- Adalia, Michael, Sally for being the most consistent people I can go to no matter what.
- Jackie Jeh for sharing
- Toria for keeping in touch
- KB for trusting me
- my family for turning me into the crazy person I am today
- my family for loving me so blindly
Is there something wrong with me
or is there something wrong with you?
我深深感受到我的幸福.