talking of Michaelangelo.
Friday, March 23, 2018
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insomnia xylophone // 4:23 am
There's an army on the dance floor
It's a fashion with a gun, my love
In a room without a door
A kiss is not enough in
Love my way, it's a new road
I follow where my mind goes
They'd put us on a railroad
They'd dearly make us pay
For laughing in their faces and making it our way
There's emptiness behind their eyes
There's dust in all their hearts
They just want to steal us all and take us all apart
But not in
Love my way, it's a new road
I follow where my mind goes
Love my way, it's a new road
I follow where my mind goes
Psychedelic Furs
Tuesday, March 20, 2018
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entanglements // 12:18 pm
They're in the same space but can't interact because of their orientation. Entanglement of perspective.
There's no use thinking what could've been or would've been.
Do I deserve this? Make this go away please.
Look forward. (But to what?)
Monday, March 19, 2018
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again // 10:25 am
[blank]
In a bad place.
Saturday, March 17, 2018
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dissonant choreography // 10:24 am
Have been choreographing too much these days. The way people move in lines and into different positions has brainwashed me to see it everywhere. In my mind's eye, I can see patterns now and people moving in abstract lines that are visually pleasing. It's a phenomenon in me.
Sitting and waiting and waiting, I looked, I watched. The way people move, some towards the same place, some away from each other, many times away, so as to avoid touch. It was kind of a game of avoiding eyes too. But people are curious.
exhausted, I went away and I went away again
Friday
Saturday, March 10, 2018
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murky // 7:06 am
When there's a literal plate on your desk and there is a pile of paper on it; life is overwhelming.
This week was putting out fires while wading in the sludge of procrastination station.
Feeling onset burnout.
Need a break.
(Also, an unfortunate realization that I have become virtually inept in social settings is troubling to me.)
I am lucky to have one as you say, "Come as you are." because I am tired and I just need your presence with no other frills.