talking of Michaelangelo.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
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career change // 10:20 pm
I want to work at Disneyland.
I want to sing songs and dance all day and night.
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steamy world // 10:13 pm
the tiles are browning with age
square buttons with gold swirl
button in a button - tiles, very small
edges browning, but still gold
aged, anti-slip ugly looking florals
stuck forever at the bottom
sea-foam green bathtub
the vent is off
the vent is off
you come out and it's still hot
the mist rises from the surface of the water
you are the water
there is no you
just water
sea-foam green world
[Not posted when it was written.]
Saturday, December 24, 2011
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merry Christmas eve // 9:20 pm
First Christmas eve in Hong Kong and I'm spending after 9pm alone. The person I want to be with is not here. I have no lights on my Christmas tree. I have a blankie, a cup of hot water and a very big credit card bill to pay.
Had a short conversation with someone who I haven't spoken to in a long time.
Mm, not feeling altogether too shabby.
Quiet night.
A stranger carrying a huge cake and lots of beer said merry Christmas to me.
Merry Christmas to you too.
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
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carpe diem // 9:46 pm
Yes, but do you know the rest of it?
quam minimum credula postero
Monday, December 19, 2011
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// 9:20 pm
You've spoiled me.
You've ruined me.
Friday, December 16, 2011
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hypocritically healthy // 10:32 am
Multi-grain Pringles: So healthy, so hypocritical.
So good.
(If I don't eat something I'm going to faint.)
Thursday, December 15, 2011
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cheese and songs, yet again // 9:16 am
VOICE VOICE VOICE VOICE VOICE VOICE
Fan-girling... yet again.
Just like me,
they long to be,
close to youu.I like his type of voice soooo much. Sheldon!
(He also does covers of songs that I love too!)
(Due to lack of facebook, I have nowhere to fan-girl... so it'll have to go here.)
Also, replay of Kiss Goodbye... a million times.
I really really like male duets... some kind of magnetism roping me in.
Man, I got kind of lost like I'm in a different world. Voices. Always have to snap myself back into this reality... where I'm getting sick yet again.
Break Even is so.... goood. Especially his cover.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
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who knew // 8:11 pm
...my goodness!
Coaxing a turtle to eat is like...
If parenting is anything like this maybe I should reconsider...
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
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stolen // 3:22 pm
“But,” said Caterpillar,
“Will I still know myself – in wings?" - Grace Nichols
A magical dose of poetry...
Monday, December 12, 2011
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repulsed // 8:18 am
Sometimes you wake up and you wish you were not the monster you were in the dream you dreamed. You are repulsed that you have these impulses, these subconscious thoughts inside. How terrified you are of that monster - yourself.
Push it all away... try and forget that such a you exists and live your day suppressing your monsters.
Wake up now,
Wake up, now.
Thursday, December 08, 2011
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how intrusive // 9:52 am
The memory of some, so tangible it walks right into their face.
So clear that they are just outside the car window.
Memory -- intrusion.
But of some, memories have no windshield wipers.
Dirt, mist, rain, contorts and loses the clarity and visibility.
Unintrusive. Free, and irresponsible.
Only dreams, half-remembered...
resurfacing into the present, but denial... denial.
Wednesday, December 07, 2011
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with open arms // 2:50 pm
I remember closeness.
I remember warmth.
I remember many things now.
Sunday, December 04, 2011
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someone lost and someone found // 8:58 am
"This all began with someone lost and someone found, and who's to say which was which?"
Saturday, December 03, 2011
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feel the chill // 7:50 am
The cold makes the air feel so nice. (But at the same time, I shiver and grumble.) It's dry and crisp and eating and drinking hot things is like... amazing.
Winter fashions are gorgeous. Everyone is bundled up in various styles and colour. With more cloth you can do so much more with the design.
But..... despite all, I just want to stay in bed.