talking of Michaelangelo.
Monday, January 23, 2006
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nostalgic...melancholic...kanashimi. // 10:22 am
I feel.....
I hope for.....
I regret.....
I miss.....
I hear.....
I love....
I want....
I dream....
I wait.....
All because I....
And now all I can do is.... And now all I cry are.... And now all I laugh is....
Now all I hope is that I can feel that I'm like a bird.
The rest is up to destiny.
Did I teach you wrong? Did I teach you wrong?
And is there time to wonder, "Do I dare? Do I dare?"
I still....
- . .- -.-. .... -- . - --- .-.. --- ...- . .- --. .- .. -. please
Friday, January 20, 2006
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sometimes... songs can reflect your feelings // 7:19 am
So Complicated...I'm so scared that the way I feel,
Is written all over my face.
When you walk into the room,
I wanna find a hiding place.
We used to laugh, we used to hug, the way that old friends do.
But now, a smile and a touch of your hand,
Just makes me come unglued.
Such a contridiction, do I lie or tell the truth.Is it fact or fiction,
Oh the way I feel for you.
Chorus: So complicated, I'm so frustrated.
I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away,
I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay.
Should I say it? Should I tell you how I feel?
Oh, I want you to know.But then again, I don't.
It's so complicated.
Oh..just when I think I'm under control.
I think I finally got a grip.
Another friend tells me that,
My name is always on your lips.
They say I'm more than just a friend, they say I must be blind.
Well, I admit that I've seen you watch me from the corner of your eye.
Oh, It's so confusing. I wish you'd just confess.
But think of what I'd be losing, if your answer wasn't yes.
[Chorus]
Oh, I hate it. 'Cuz I've waited.
So long for someone like you
Oh, what do I do.Oh should I say it.
Should I tell you how I feel.
I want you to know,but then again I don't.
It's so complicated..It's so complicated..It's so complicated.Ohh..
Note: Guess all you like... the person who you think it is, is probably not that person... and the person who you don't guess might be the person... and if you guess yourself, maybe it is you... but not only you... but there are others who apply to this. Oh, life. Let's be a little less sophisticated please. Just for this last year. Next year you can do whatever you want with me.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
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One Hundred and Oneth Post // 10:28 am
My eyes feel droppy and I want to sleep. Tomorrow, I have a late class, which would be good, because in that case, I have an extra hour or so to study... for Calculus. Oh that dreaded word that makes me cringe. Calculus. Whoever invented you... I wish you to die once again, for I know you are dead already but you should die again.
It is difficult to focus nowadays. Such... is sadness. Exams are coming up and just so those of you who don't know (and for those of you who DO know, I wish to rub it in) I only have
THREE yes I am willing to repeat the number
THREE=3 exams. *thank you and bows*
Life is zooming by me... It is already January. It is already January... already. Grad photos are soon. Can you believe it? Grad photos. I can't fathom how fast time goes.
Did you know, if God froze the universe's time for 1,000,000,000 years we'd never know... because we froze. We were caught in that moment of the freeze, and then like it never happened, we are.... within our time once again. Such a profound thought no?
I leave you with a less... profound thought and a more shallow one: I find Kuchiki Byakuya to be a very good looking species of male. I am probably in love with him. Also, I would like to recommend Victoria Duncan's story to you... she has written a very... attractive boy in her story: Dylan the d.d.
It is rather ironic and funny that I seem to favour fictional characters rather than... real human males. This is a good sign. At least I won't hurt. Or I try not to. But I still get hurt. Oh human boys, why must you hurt. Why must you hurt.
And now, onward with my Calculus and my scholarship is finally behind me. Praise God because He is good and He is our friend.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
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So who actually thought i'd break the hiatus put your hand up XP // 9:27 am
lol *puts her hand up* I completely thought and knew I would. I'm ready to blog again. =)
I think life is full of... blessings and unblessings. That's what life is.
Guess what? I lost my folder. YES. THE. FOLDER. WITH. LIKE. EVERYTHING. IN IT. Please God help me find that. PLEASE.
Lost and Found. This week is full of Lost and Founds. Thanks people I love you all.
Special people I want to thank: first and foremost, my
best friends Clara and
Katrina and
Jac, you're all the most wonderfulest people ever; don't know who I'd be without you. Thanks
Vic for teaching me something unforgettable. Thanks
Jiu Jai (Julie) &
Kenny Jai for always being there and listen to be blab and be depressed. Others:
Sam,
Rommee,
Poy,
Ivan,
George-San,
Mikey-kun.
Other special people:
daddy and
mommy, though you'd never read this. But thanks. This week was stupid, thanks for not being stupid along with it.
PS. Happy 100th Post Anniversary DREAMS-IN-BLU.BLOGSPOT.COM!!!
PPS. Happy Birthday my two wonderful friends:
MICHAEL LI AND
LIL BRO BRADLEYYY!
Monday, January 02, 2006
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Goodbye 2005 // 4:38 am
Will be on hiatus. Give me one month. I'll be back. If not... then there's something seriously wrong with me. Please pray and give me some support. Leave me messages once in a while... that would be good thanks.