talking of Michaelangelo.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
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kinkos (michael) // 12:11 pm
things (I want) to do:
- read
les miserables-
finish mars and start a new drama before grad-
sleep(here i find out im not going according to mike's style anymore so i'm abolishing the style)
- sleep lots. and lots. and lots.
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get fat. (or not - need to unfatten now)
- have lots of fun with high school friends
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write letters-
mailing list i forgot what that was for...
- make eggs perfect
- get 101-180s of one piece
- grow (non-physically)
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travel- read
- sleep
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get fat. really fat. too fat now
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be pretty NOT POSSIBLE! -
be normal SAME WITH ABOVE- sleep
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drama not exactly off the list but i've watched a lot...
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click
Friday, June 09, 2006
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done // 8:03 am
so my high school life is... over?
... it feels like it barely began... and now it's done.
i don't quite like that. and i'm actually quite sad about it.
next year is all a vast unknown to me. and im more than nervous. im scared.
"it's the world. welcome to the real world."
i wish... i could just stay in my bubble. but i guess eventually...
eventually...
Monday, June 05, 2006
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you knew - march6 [a look in the past] // 5:33 am
you knew.
you saw him put his arm around me. you knew i was ...
but you didnt do anything but you knew and you noticed because i noticed that you noticed but you didnt do anything about it and that was bad because if you had done something then i wouldn't have
but that is okay because i had expected you not to do anything about it and just look on like there was nothing special to see because i am nothing special because that's just the way things work because
you knew but you didnt do anything about it so that was that and now i know that you knew because of your eyes and your little smile but at least you smiled and as long as you're happy then i am okay because your smile is the strength that ignites in my and when you walk past you think i dont notice you but i notice every move you make because you are
that is it. you knew and you did not do anything about it and i saw your hands walking but i didnt say anything but i still noticed your hands walking and i still noticed your smile and your look when you are with her.
irony isnt it that you care so much but dont care but when you do care then they dont care but when you see her your fire is ignited because when you see me your fire is not ignited but that is
you are so different that is why i knew
but mostly i noticed that you knew but didnt do anything about it.
and i thought tangerines are nice and juicy but they can be bittersweet too like oranges and like grapes and seeds are bitter and sometimes they are sweet but mostly
i noticed that you knew.
[a look into the past]
Saturday, June 03, 2006
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wow // 6:55 am
what a week. i wish i had time to breathe.
when will the two parallel lines meet in my life?