talking of Michaelangelo.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
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天下太平 // 8:32 am
Maybe it's finally time...
失憶好過
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
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mm, west side story // 10:25 am
Tonight, tonight
The world is wild and bright
Going mad
Shooting sparks into space
Today, the world was just an address
A place for me to live in
No better than all right
But here you are
And what was just a world is a star
TonightOh world, thank you for Stephen Sondheim.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
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rainy day playlist // 9:28 pm
soft and sappy Korean ballads, Japanese rock, Vivaldi
Bob Marley knows most about perfection.
rainy day, public transport day, all day
"You aren't either..."
Friday, January 13, 2012
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sayonara no natsu // 9:42 pm
New Studio Ghibli film, Kokuriko-zaka Kara.
(but animated by The Miyazaki's son?)
Sort of this melodramatic over-nostalgic feeling to it.
Interesting, though I am sad Hisaishi has no part in this production...
Thursday, January 12, 2012
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how do i say it? // 6:38 pm
Overwhelming rush of longing
and gratefulness and strength,
different feelings all at the same time.
I continue to miss you,
never stopped since that time.
Words are not enough,
but they can push me forward,
look forward again.
Always crying.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
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a little bit of this a little bit of that // 8:12 am
Added resolutions:
4. Make a real effort to keep better in touch with friends who care about keeping in touch.
5. Make progress in Spanish.
Mango-Os
HYDRATION.
Late late late late late...
There are people in the ocean again.
Sunday, January 08, 2012
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// 12:49 am
I can't sleep.
Friday, January 06, 2012
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this is not a poem // 1:01 pm
'cause i think it's weird
she's gonna think it's sweet
and i'll be nauseated
Wednesday, January 04, 2012
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I feel like shit // 9:10 am
What do you want me to do?
What do you want me to say?
I feel far away.
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people in the sea // 7:29 am
swim against the tide
even in weather like today...
It's a gloom fest here.
Cold, dark, the sun won't come to the party.
Vomit all the gross out.
You will be better.
Oh you, past you
why do you take me
why do you break me
why do you still
If she had just turned around,
if she had just made a different choice
maybe not a better choice, just a different one
the ending would have been different.
The beginning would have been different.
And she may have seen something else,
she may have found something else.
This enigmatic flash forward and back.
Maybe if I didn't care so much about bringing that past back, if those things wouldn't feel like the same kind of pain over and over.
Against the tide... but they try and swim on,
maybe not forward, maybe they stay in the same spot.
But it's cold and they might die.
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// 6:23 am
estranged
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
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The Resolutions // 8:10 am
1. Go to the gym and work out there
productively -- at least once a week.
2. Gratefulness.
3. Control.
(2. and 3. are less attainable "goals"... but they'll have to do for now.)
Sunday, January 01, 2012
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auld lang syne and other songs // 10:56 pm
review and resolute
replay and remember
reflect and reconcile
[active voice]
Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance
I wanna grow up once again...Jeene do
Jeene do
In 2011, they said I grew up.
I've soaked in some beautiful things this year.
I held my own and emerged better. I felt change.
I felt empowerment. I felt pain, I felt hope.
I will be better in 2012. I will grow up more.
I will laugh more and cry harder.
Been resolution collecting...
My own, posted later...
(Thanks, 2011, you were a good one.)
