talking of Michaelangelo.
Thursday, July 11, 2013
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beauty of camaraderie // 10:52 pm
What a strange and timely opportunity where I am allowed to glimpse into two worlds. Two realists with their own and very different realities. Both of you forging forward in your own paths. Such spirits! Such vivacious integrities!
At this point we collide and meet. Interestingly, you are both younger than me and both stronger. Both more adventurous, less picky, more interesting and less cowardly. How much it is that both of you teach me about courage. Whether it is as simple as trying a new food, or as fearful as jumping into mountainous waves. I admire what you have and what you have brought to my life because of who you are.
You show me who I can be, what I should be... you tell me things that open my eyes, that bring me clearer, fresher perspectives. How inspiring and how easy it is to talk and laugh and cry with you.
You, the artist, the vagabond, the curious, the introvert, the philosopher, the seeker, the opinionated, the sentimentalist, the environmentalist. Lover of the unique. I hope you find what and who you are looking for because whatever it is you're looking for, I'm sure it's looking for you too.
You, the pragmatic, the studious, the social introvert, the listener, the headstrong, the planner, the optimist, the realist. How much you challenge me to see the better light of things. How light you make the air around me when I am with you. I wish for you to get your way in your life because you know what you want, now all you got to do is get it.
I see so much of myself in you and you and so little of myself in you and you. I understand you, I feel you. I want to be you and don't want to be you. I want to be so much more confident in myself like you and like you. I want to blossom like you and like you.
You make me better, for that I am grateful and happy to be in your company and to have the honour to share these short times with you. I will look back with joy in how you challenged me and reminded me of what I am and how much I can do and how much more I can live.
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Why should I? I love life! // 5:02 pm
post-Peter Pan withdrawal
I met an interesting woman today, at 73 years old she is still the artistic director of 3 theatre groups and speaks of vibrancy and vitality of Hong Kong. I asked her why she still isn't retired... She really loves what she does...
She tells me that if I'm looking for an artistic network, I can find one in Hong Kong. That she would connect me if that's what I truly wished for.
I saw another life path open up like a flash from cheesy sci-fi movies where I saw myself walk down her life line, earning only what I needed, living only for arts and education. I saw myself going into a completely different place set out for me. Then I saw so many places, and so many paths. I saw Canada and Bhutan and Spain and I saw theatres and Hong Kong and people and cats asking me, "Where do you want to go?"
I don't think my answer can just be "somewhere" now. I have a person waiting for me or am I waiting for him? I need to count other people into my equations too.
...like the Cheshire grinning at me, saying, "...if you only walk long enough."
But is that even applicable now? Why is this opening now?
Monday, July 08, 2013
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// 4:50 pm
忙到爆炸!!!
Sunday, July 07, 2013
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i can't sleep // 2:53 am
A bad good night can do that.
Don't you know how much....?
Thursday, July 04, 2013
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chastised // 11:53 pm
A lack of patience makes me lose out on a lot of great things.
