talking of Michaelangelo.
Friday, October 27, 2017
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does it scare you when you think? // 12:25 pm
Pale hands with shaky rings
Stale taste for finer things
Have you thought of what it really means now to let somebody in
If I said I'm ready now
Would you darling show me how
To blindly give it all out loud
Until I'm wearing thin
**Could you rid your devils
Could you stay and settle down
Just to pass the time with me
Could you rid your devils
Run through fields and meadows
Does it scare you when you think, when you think
Low tide but rising fast
We'll all die so nothing lasts
All I know is that you make me laugh
Babe so I'll go down with you
If I say I'm willing now
Would you darling show me how
To make you smile from tucked inside the crowd
Like I'm singing right at you
**
[I love the music change here:]
Wake up
You know I saw you, I know now that I'm falling
You turn your back to me and spread this damn disease
Left all these questions in my head
Way down
I hit the damn ground
It burns because its so finished
You know I can't believe
I guess you felt the need
To set this fire to our bed
Wild Child,
"Crazy Bird" also good
Tuesday, October 24, 2017
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one evening // 7:51 pm
As she stood there in the pinkish grey evening hue, she found herself wondering, "What is the point?" (Is it to love or to see? To feel and to touch?)
The waning crescent had no answer.
At the narrow bend in the ocean trail, she stood on the platform above the tumbling waves. There she was with the ocean. She felt the undulation of the currents fervently pulsing beneath her feet, then within her, then all around her, encompassing everything, pulling her forward, then swishing back, forward back forward back forward forward forward
She could wade in and away away
(she lost herself a moment)
Startled by the shadow she cast herself, towering over her, she couldn't find her bearings. She left the questions in the ocean there, just in case she lost herself there for good.
Friday, October 20, 2017
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parallel universe // 11:17 am
Do you think that dreams could be projections of parallel universes?
Glimpses of what could be, could have been, maybe even happening right now?
Am I living some other lives, or someone else's life?
Some other music is playing up in there...
(But I am left steeped with heavy feelings...)
Days. They crawl by.
(How about for you, alternate K?)
Why him?
Thursday, October 19, 2017
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touch // 12:09 pm
You want to touch me but you're too late
You want to touch me but there's too much history
Starting to live the lies we tell ourselves
I only need you to be friends with me
I've never felt so close
But now I know it's over
And all I want to do is go home with you
But I know I'm out of my mind
(Between us)
There's a love between us still but something's changed and I don't know why
(I've never felt so close, but now I know it's over)
And all I want to do is go home with you but I know I'm out of my mind
(Between us)
(Never felt, never felt, never, never felt)
Shura
(I don't relate at all, but when you
feel the characters...)
Lies we tell ourselves?
Hm.
(By the way, welcome back, sleep.)
Wednesday, October 18, 2017
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elusive sleep! // 3:38 am
Why dost thou torment me so with thy nightly visits, thy treacherous grip tightens until
Waking is merely walking sleep
Come night, stay slippery slumber, let thy night's visions take flight in me, release me from thy elusiveness
Tuesday, October 17, 2017
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misty, cloudy, hardly any clarity // 10:17 am
All we do is hide away
All we do is, all we do is hide away
All we do is chase the day
All we do is, all we do is chase the day
All we do is lie and wait
All we do is, all we do is lie and wait
All we do is feel the fade
All we do is, all we do is feel the fade
I've been upside down
I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground
I've been upside down
I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground
All we do is hide away
All we do is, all we do is hide away
All we do is chase the day
All we do is, all we do is chase the day
All we do is play it safe
All we do is live inside a cage
All we do is play it safe
All we do, all we do
I've been upside down
I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground
I've been upside down
I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground
All we do is hide away
All we do is, all we do is hide away
All we do is chase the day
All we do is, all we do is chase the day
All I did was fail today
All I wanna be is whites in waves
All I did was fail today
All we do, all we do
Oh Wonder
(Love the lull of this one.)
Monday, October 16, 2017
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too much silence too much noise // 7:57 pm
I CAN'T THINK!
Friday, October 13, 2017
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they linger // 8:21 am
nasty, they haunt me,
nights are awake,
days spent barely alive,
blurred real, too real or not real at all
Why do they need to be viciously vivid? Like translucent but ever present pulling of the reins in the subconscious. So tight, so tight, arresting my depths. How do I cut the threads? How do you unsee what was seen?